what misfortune that it is so easy to become insane.

Im on day 6 of quitting smoking. I can tell im cranky and irritable and i dont give a shit. i cant wait for this jittery mess ive become from nicotine withdrawal to go away.

i miss feeling normal

so a word of advice, if you dont smoke, dont start. and if you do smoke, dont stop! lol unless you want to be miserable, because thats all ive been since ive quit. hopefully i start feeling normal again soon... for people who hang around me sake anyhow.

you know, i have like 500 blogs here. and another 550 on myspace.


Im a chronic Blogger.

Muchly much has happened. Muchly much has stayed the same.

its 1 in the morning and im sitting here contemplating if I want to IM this guy on AIM or not. I mean his status says hes sleeping. so It cant hurt to pass a simple little hi. i mean hed get it in the morning, which means it might be cuter to write Good Morning! but then what if hes really awake and just has an away message up? or what if instead of cute, he thinks its creepy. last thing i wanna be is the creepy guy who leaves you messages to wake up to.

well what do you think? creepy or cute?

i think ill take my chances on cute and tell you all the results of my anguish tomorrow, err rather later today.

oh also, I talked to Mike today. (mike? michael? mikey?) you know ive been talking to him online for about 2 years now and im just realizing that i dont know what variation of the name he likes to go by? thats odd. ill make sure to ask him next time we speak. ANYHOW it was nice talking to him, i dont feel like i have to be anyone special when i talk to him, just chill and talk about whatever. so despite the fact that i worked 14 hours today, that ended it on a good note.

i just realized that my 2nd section here kinda blends with the first, but ill have you know theyre completely unrelated.

and lastly JOakes had his second date with Dalia today, how cute is that. maybe, just maybe he wont be a virgin for the rest of his life i hope the best for the both of them!

Till laterness,
-Mike

im glad that google checks my page daily.


although it feels kinda... privacy invade-y..

but its okay. cuz i like google.